i hate everything about myself ,

i just don’t get life. i really don’t.
i’m so fucking sick and tired of people saying ‘i know how you feel’ or people trying to ask me ‘are you okay?’ i’m so tired of it. like i don’t even understand why they try to get in my head.


it’s not your fucking place to tell me how to feel. i don’t need it. i don’t want sympathy or empathy either. just leave me the fuck alone. i’ll be fine. stay out of it. if i needed you help, i would’ve asked for it by now. just get the fuck away.

i am so fucking tired of people not being able to just leave me alone. i can deal with shit on my own. i dont tend to take care of it in the best ways, but fuck it. i don’t care. it’s how i deal with life. so just back off. and really now, i’ve become so numb, that i just don’t even want to fight anymore. i just don’t want to deal with anything. i want to kiss it all goodbye. i want the pain to stop, the holes to go away.