another life lesson ,
“sometimes you have to learn to let go, to see if there’s anything even worth holding onto.”
so yes, i fucking read that quote, and had the biggest revelation of my life. go me. or not, really. i realized that i need to let go of a lot of things. i feel like i have been trying to trick myself into keeping something, even though it’s long gone. i don’t know what i’m doing. or why i’m doing it to myself. either way though i just need help. i don’t know how i’ve managed to hang on for this long, without slipping over the edge. oh dear, i’ve come close. let me tell you…