what have i done ?

feelin kind of hopeless again. i don’t know what it is. kind of hit another rough patch. my mom asked me if i was ready to move out, ready to make a life for myself. and truthfully? i’m scared out of my mind. but i can’t tell her that. i have to be strong. i have to grow up. and i just can’t take it. but i know it needs to be done. i don’t want to be alone on my own, but right now i guess it’s inevitable.